New Student Teaching Challenge
I arrived at my new student teaching placement yesterday with excitement, even in the pouring rain. This Spring I will be working with a class of 4th and 5th graders at a school in the East Village. I was a little nervous to meet the kids, but luckily, a friend of mine had taught there last semester. She let me in on some of the little important details that make schools so different from one another. These little bits of info are like a coded teacher language that lets us know what kind of political stance a school takes and even how to expect the students to behave, etc. All I knew going in was that my new CT is strict but fair, the teachers go by first names and the kids are "amazing".
Fortunately, I was able to stay after our quick introductory meeting and spend some time with my new class. It's so different from being in a class with teenagers! In some ways, it's easier because there's no reason for you to feel nervous about looking like a fool. That's because these 10 year olds constantly make fools of themselves in the most endearing ways. Remember playing? As in let's cut up little drawings of soldiers and have a battle, or let's stack up these blocks into a fort? It certainly takes me straight back to childhood to watch and participate in other kids' play.
Their openness with play continued into more complicated subjects. I had two conversations that began with the old joke, "Guess what?" Only, the "jokes" were actually personal things that these two boys really wanted to reveal to me. Here they are:
"Guess what?"
"Guess what what?"
"I'm French!"
"That's so cool!"
After approving of his French-ness (from the heart - I love all things French), I realized what he was telling me was so much more. He was saying I'm still new here, I feel different from the others, I'm unique...all those things. I noticed later when he was playing alone that he would probably need some extra attention.
This one took place during a one-on-one reading session.
"Guess what? Guess what?"
"What?"
"I'm dyslexic!"
"Oh, well that's OK. I know a lot of people who are dyslexic."
"Yeah, that's why reading can be hard for me sometimes."
Wow, I thought. If we could all be this open about our disabilities and learning issues, wouldn't we feel a lot more at ease. I had just met this kid an hour earlier and here he was telling me what some might find embarrassing. We got back to reading and went along as before - me knowing his secret, and him knowing I know it. It was a nice moment for the first day.
Next week I start officially. I'll be sure to post more info and anecdotes when I experience them. Happy weekend!