Confessions of an Internship-aholic
I'm sure many of you have seen/read the famous Confessions of a Shopaholic. Well I don't have that problem- but I have a different one. I am a self proclaimed internshipaholic! And my uncertified diagnosis is that many of you probably are too- let me explain
In times past, this is how its worked:
Scenario #1: I start out with lots of free time- with no job to fill it up. I enjoy this free time for a while until I freak out that I need to work- and thus it begins. I will start an internship hunt. I often narrow it down to a few and will take one which is great. I start working for the company and usually within 1-2 weeks of working for them, I get a call back from the company I really wanted but never heard from. Dilemma #1: to pursue the new opportunity, stay at the old new opportunity, or try and do both?
Scenario #2: I'm working a great internship and then comes the internship fair. I go to assist but promise myself I won't talk to companies for an internship. I'll just talk to get to know them and make a bigger network. Well this never works. Just walking around the fair, I saw alumni who graduated and are now working at extremely reputable companies. One in particular said "We want you to intern for us this summer". How do you handle that? Especially when you'd love to work for the company!
Scenario #3- also semi-my situation: You are working a great internship and more or less make plans to stay there for the summer. Then you leave and check your voicemail to find a company who received your info interested in talking with you about a summer position.
Maybe my problem is the unjustified guilt factor. I feel like I'm cheating on my company just by talking to another about possibly working for them- especially because I am happy where I am. Perhaps my problem is "my eyes are bigger than my stomach"- I want to work at all these fabulous places and I can't help it.
If you are like me, I can say that thus far this is an incurable condition- maybe its cured with graduation. I'm not sure. In any event, it leads to many all-nighters full of thoughts.
However, the important thing to remember is don't ever not "experience" your current opportunity because you're so busy thinking about your next opportunity. Live it up while you can. Soak and absorb everything possible out of your internship. You'll need it for the next one!